December 2008
16 posts
I don't think
My father understands how much I want to go to Six Flags. I haven’t gone in sooooo long and today is just the PERFECT day.
So last night I realize that when I’m high I see a different side of everyone. I see the opposite of everything and everyone. I see that bad in things.
My Blackberry broke ):
The most tragic night of my life.
I have no scroller. It’s so hard to work...
I am
Addicted to things that have never crossed my mind.
I can’t decide if I like it or not. For now I don’t mind it.
I know for sure it’s a bad thing.
I’m not worried about it though.
My Mom
Is annoying me right now. Someone tell me what to do here. The only reason why I won’t go out and walk Brother is because my mom told me to do it. I hate it when people tell me what to do and now Brother has to fall a victim.
Family is coming today and I’m so excitedd!
I don't think I can't wait any longer
My family comes in, in a couple of days!
I also can’t wait to give Kyle his Christmas gift. It’s going to be so unexpected!
I can't wait for Bd^3 tonight
For some reason. I think I just want to hang out with Allison! I haven’t hung out with her in a while.
So last night, I went to Kyle’s to give Kayla her gift from me and it really hit me that I haven’t talked to them in so long or hung out with them in a while. I was talking to my mom about it afterwards and I started crying because actually witnessing the fact that things are...
I love Christmas time!
I don’t only love it for the presents but I love the fact that the whole family is together and we have a huge dinner and it’s just always the best. I love cooking all day with my mom. I love being able to just stay in my pajamas all day because I can’t leave the house until we go to church at night. I love everything about this day. It’s like the hobo days are back for...
Lately
I’ve been really random in what I do. I know the say live life with no regrets, well that doesn’t work for me. I regret so much. I fell like I have done so many things that I could have and should have done differently that effects my present day. I’ve made a lot of different mistakes that I wish I could just take back and do it differently. I realize that this is something that...
Today
Was a good day over all. I cannot wait for the breakk. I can’t wait to play Call of Duty 5 with Allison! Tomorrow is the last day. After tomorrow I can do whatever the fuck I want for about two weeks. No more of Mrs. Monson telling me that I’m doing something wrong, giving me sass whenever I don’t need it. I think I’m going to get out of it as soon as possible. I hate her....
I actually think
I’m starting to like this kid. Hmmm… We’ll see how this ends upp(:
Actually
I’m really glad you didn’t say that to my face, it would have hurt me a lot more coming straight from you.
It scares me.
I wish you would just talk to me about it instead of just saying I’m changing. I don’t know what I’m doing differently anymore. Sorry if I haven’t been the same.
It's awkward
To me that my mom knows that I smoke and drink yet she won’t do anything about it. Yesterday me, Marlene and my mom were sitting in Marlene’s room and my mom was saying all the people in our group of friends that she thinks smokes. So I decided to ask her if she thought I smoked and she said she does think so. I’m so confused about this. Haha. Ohh welll.
I work tonight. 4:30 to...
Pre-weekend
This whole weeked including school on Friday has been soo awkward. To start off on Friday when Algebra class was about to end Landon decides to grab my face and “blow a kiss”? I don’t know. That was awkward. Hahaha. It doesn’t compair to Kyle’s interaction with Jennifer. Hahah. Oh mannn. Early Saturday was not eventful. I went to the mall and Target with my mom and...
I realize
I just posted one but I’m so excited that things are getting back to normal I just couldn’t hold it in anymore. I’m getting the two most important people in my life back. I love this.
Hilary
I’m backing you up on that Britney Spears post. I love that bitchhh(: